Why am i the only one?

I always ask myself why i am the only one who has to go through this ****? It's not fair i am human and my family has never treated me like it. they have always treated me like crap and started rumors about me and done mean practical jokes that no one i have ever known has ever had to face. i want to find a friend or boyfriend who would hate their guts for what they have done but i will never find it becuase i am stuck with these and my sister who started it all is stuck as my maid of honor when i get married. i hate that nothing is ever my way either. because i am the youngest the whole family has never done anything else but blame me for things even when i was in another country at the time (ok that was symbolic but true). i don't want them apart of my life and if i throw them out of my life i wont have my dad walk down the aisle. and i wont have the dream wedding i wanted and my sisters got (pisses me off). when i do get married it will be his side of the family only. now i am not saying i want the extreme celebration but 200 guests like normal people get to have. my sisters got it and the sister i hate will too. i hate this family. they have pushed me so far over the edge that i will never forgive them so i will have to live with that already have to with the stupid **** they pull. i just dont know what to do and i have no friends to talk to about it becuase my family knows how to distort the truth. why listen to one person when you can listen to 5? that's always the easiest solution.